neongore, i am not telling to smoke cig. not at all, i dont think its good for your life, i mean, yeah your going to be good for a few min, hours and then what, REAL LIFE and actually if you smoke more the damage would be worse, you know. put it this way.. if you deal with life the whole time you kinda found it some sense, but if you keep doing it you have to deal with it like a punch in the face. and the pain would be worse and cant with and then do it again.. vicious circle.

Anonymous asked: i am not telling to smoke cig. not at all, i dont think its good for your life, i mean, yeah your going to be good for a few min, hours and then what, REAL LIFE and actually if you smoke more the damage would be worse, you know. put it this way.. if you deal with life the whole time you kinda found it some sense, but if you keep doing it you have to deal with it like a punch in the face. and the pain would be worse and cant with and then do it again.. vicious circle.

Well like, there’s nothing that I really need to deal with in my life, and I know what I need to do to get it under ‘control’ so to say, it’s just I have to wait till the time is right. For example, I have no money, and I know I need to get a job, but I can’t till I have my car on campus which won’t be for another month. So I have to wait for that. Also, I’m lonely, and it’s hard to try and just go out there and meet people, but I know how to deal with it. Otherwise, nothing is going to hit me ‘like a punch in the face’. Nothing is that dramatic, it’s all small, typical teenage things. The thing I really don’t like about my life is how I don’t do much of anything, I don’t even smoke that much pot because I can’t afford it; I smoke once a week, if that. I don’t know why I’m getting all defensive, but I am. I’m glad your concerned about me, really, but I really don’t like people that try and tell me what to do. It’s a huge pet peeve. So thank you, honestly, it’s sweet of you, but please, I have it under control.